Sunday, March 13, 2005

what's the point

I'm tired. I ended up at Gustav's tonight to celebrate an old friend's birthday. I really have no desire to go there again, although the coat check girl was quite friendly. It was so crowded and just not my scene. I'd been there about a month ago the night Carrie got a little tipsy and was not impressed and left right away. But since it was a friend's birthday I figured I'd make the best of it. I tried. I've kind of made a vow to myself that I won't go or do things that I don't want to do. This evening reinforced my belief. Oh well.

Knowing that I'm moving to Thailand in about 4 months has really put a twist on things. I think some of my friends are sort-of putting me at a distance and I understand.

- Melanie

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